In Our Own Silences
So the months have passed, years too, and we have let it go
We bided the time, stalling with our varied reasons, and now we’ll never know
Each did not want to be the first to move, the first to let some feelings show
So we suffered in our own silences, neither of us relenting, wanting it, yet stopping the flow.
So we reminisce on how it could have been, how we held on to the little sins
Each so miniscule now from hindsight
All so insignificant now in comparison to what we should have been
Now here we are with all these memories, dying, crying, bleeding inside
Because we had, still have, deep feelings that we chose to hide
We played this charade so long that we cannot seem to stop the tide
Of motions we put in play, of repeated acts by which we continue to abide.
What now, is it too late to stem our fate
To remove our masks, to meet face to faith
Could we come clean once and for all, can we erase the slate
If we value what should have been, can we afford to wait?